I hope you find yourself, and I hope you are comfortable and certain about whatever that is. I hope you don’t hate yourself for being questioning. I hope you move on from Cole, and stop longing for a boy who no longer exists. I wish you happiness, recovery from your ED and health. I hope you make a difference to the world. Be someone. Find someone you love and who loves you for you. And I hope you also love that version of you. P.S. Stop biting your nails!!!