As a teenager, I’m still developing and discovering myself, but I’m scared. Scared of how people truly perceive me. And I weird? Emotionless? Too loud? Too quiet? A pick-me? Even though I don’t like to admit it, Im so extremely self conscious. I want to be there for people, but I let my emotions get the best of me. I hate myself sometimes for things I can’t control. I feel so childish, even though I am a kid. Will this ever go away? Am I okay? Am I normal?