I wish I could be accepted. Loved. I don’t want to feel this way. I was clean for so long, I thought the hardest part was over. But each time I look in the mirror, I see only the flaws. Not physically, but emotionally. Why do I have to find girls attractive? Why can’t girls like girls? If you found out would you hate me forever? I know how you feel about homosexuality, and pansexual individuals. And it hurts. It hurts so fucking much.